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voidhearts) wrote2023-01-19 07:39 pm
voidhearts) wrote2023-01-19 07:39 pm
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NESSASHARE
[Share your thoughts with Nessa about a memory, an interaction, something you found on her DVD shelf, anything! If it’s particularly heartfelt, you’ll be rewarded handsomely. If not, you may have popcorn thrown at you. NessaShare waives all liability and is not responsible if you get popcorn thrown at you.]
[Above all, just be honest.]
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Um... let's see. This is kind of difficult to do writing it out like this. It feels kind of like a school assignment, but it's Nessa-san's life, so that doesn't feel right either. That's more important than a school essay.
Anyway, I'll give it my best shot, I guess.
In the memory I saw... I was really struck by the fact that Nessa-san seemed a lot more wary and jaded than I was expecting. It made me wonder what's happened in her life to make her have to be so cautious. It's a sad thought to have to be wary of someone who says they're your family, isn't it?
Still, I'm glad that it ended up working out and that Nessa-san was reunited with Nell-san. From the way Nell-san was talking, it seems like they're really close and grew up together. It's always good to have someone like that in your life.
So um, yeah. Those are my thoughts on the memory I saw. I hope that's good enough. It's kind of hard to put all of my feelings into words, but I'll keep doing my best for Nessa-san's sake.
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It shocked her too, how suspicious she was of Nell at the start. When she had time to reflect on it, later, she was honestly, kind of ashamed of it. She thought about what would've happened if her reaction had scared Nell off immediately. She feels like she's extremely lucky that that didn't happen.]
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sorry for peeking into your personal life. nobody likes that, but i guess it's the nature of a palace, huh? i'll make it up to you later; i promise.
your sister really cares about you. it's sweet. she acted pretty cold when i first met her, but she's got a really warm heart, doesn't she? it's clear you two care about each other a lot. that kind of love is precious, though i know you don't need me to tell you that.
. . .
sorry about what happened to you. it really sucks.
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"It is what it is" feels a bit underwhelming, huh? Both in the sense of the personal life stuff and what happened to her. Don't worry about the first one. Just....do what you've gotta do.
As for the other thing...
....well, the being stuck in bed wasn't the worst part. Agnis did everything she could, there.
She doesn't consider much about what happened to her back then "lucky", but....she was very very lucky that Agnis was the person that was there when she woke up. ]
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When I send these to you... Which "you" reads my words? Is it both? Are you two women constantly trapped behind other one's eyes? You think such kind things about me, you know. Believing I am being so brave and good. Thing inside my mind is not another version of me; she is something I can hate without reservation. It is selfishness that keeps her here, not bravery. You are in so much more painful position than me.
I am difficult friend to have. I do not always say nicest things. I came here to help you, but now that I am here, I am being rude to "you" who guides me, simply because you are more than what I expected you to be.
...This is not bad thing. You contain multitudes, girl. Do not worry about being what I expect. You are Nessa. Who you are is always who you are. I am who I am. And we are friends, you and I.
I am apologizing. I check back in soon.
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Who knows.
Are you thoughts reaching the young girl that looks up to you or the shadow that does nothing but goad you? Or someone else entirely?
Maybe if you keep searching, you'll eventually find out.
Maybe that girl thinks you think too little of yourself. Maybe she wishes you could imagine yourself as someone as brave as she sees when she looks at you.
Maybe that shadow provokes you because it thinks if you hate her, it will prove her right.
But whether it's the girl, the shadow or someone else entirely....
Someone in here appreciates your friendship, just the same.]
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Nessa recovering from her fight and being nursed back to health by Agnis is so so so so sad!! What a compassionate soul Agnis is! I could cry for days! I want to cry for days!
Poor Nessa! Agnis is such a good sister! I wish there were more people like Agnis in the world!
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Don't cry for days. You'll run out of electrolytes and pass out. But you can cry for a bit if you want to. It is true that her life is worthy of tears, praise and perhaps a mini-series that wins a few BAFTAs. She appreciates the concern for her, and the praise for her sister.
Agnis is....very, very special to her. She doesn't know how she would've gotten through that time without her. Agnis and those books made her feel stable at a time when everything about her life was very, very unstable.]
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